Time just keeps flying by

      Well the last two weeks has come and gone, I chose to take a job that was on the outside to get some fresh air the last week of February.  For what it was worth it was fun being around the people I like working with most of my old co-workers, friends an acquaintances.  Well as fun as it was in was only for a week cause due to the  scheduling issues of that dock I chose to go else where the first week of March.  Which it really worked out for the best as it was colder and chance or rain was in the air during the week.   Both weeks were short weeks due to different reason I only worked 4 days each week,  the first week cause I was trying to stay low enough in hours to get the job I wanted and well the 2nd week was due to maintenance for my vehicle. 

      I can't believe the year is flying by so fast already two months have come and gone just like that.  I mean it is like I blink and another week goes flying by.  I know I am get older and the time tends to go by faster for some strange reason, but sometimes I wish that it would leave you enough to time to take a step back and smell the coffee as they say or flowers for some. But basically for me I just need time to heal from old wounds and new ones too I guess.  I am learning to enjoy the things in my life a little better now, loving spending time with my daughter to the point of having to hear her voice at least twice per day. Once for my wake up call and at night to say goodnight before going to sleep. Of course the call at night has a two-fold purpose not only to say goodnight but to also ask her sometimes plead my case for her to give me a wake up call. 

         I am really starting to think more about things that I have tried to not look at or choose to ignore cause basically I didn't want to deal with them but I am beginning to feel that I need to get going on some of this stuff now before it is too late to done at all.  Aside from the general cleaning of the house, I also need to start getting my paperwork in order in the event that something happens to me.   And I know I really don't like even talking about this stuff either but I need to deal with it cause I am getting up there now in years and though I am the youngest in my family I may be the one who is the most ill and a lot of that is due to me not wanting to take care of myself.  I know but after so many losses in my life I just gave up and didn't care as much about anything anymore.  Well I hope for the best and that I am allowed to live for a longer period then I feel I am left to hope for.   But as they say only God knows when that time will be. 

         Today is  Friday and I am at the dealers of all things taking care of the needs of my vehicle so that I am able to get to work and back, being able to pick my daughter for our weekly visits and of course let us not forget  Target Tuesdays the two days we look forward to all week long.  All the other  days are just feeler days for me cause that is where the robot or zombie part of me lies doing the same thing day in and day out just going through the motions which is not saying that I am not having fun at work but some days I go there but wish I was home most of the day, but other times the silliness that goes on in the tower jobs and the just hanging out with friends when I get the chance to work at the other facility.  Well anyway back to reality now, I am here for maintenance but also to possible have other things taken care of also with that too.  Those are going to be the more expensive things needed then it comes down to decision time.  Cost and Necessity is the name of the game total bill could reach 700 or more if I get it all taken care of today.   Well looks like I may be making another trip back here tomorrow to have the shocks taken care of cause they have to order them so I will be making a return trip tomorrow but todays will be short and sweet.  Well I think I will cut this one off right here.  But stay tuned to the continuing Adventures of Tony the Tazman cya soon.