Decisions , Decisions

         Another weekend is rolling in and I am struggling with idea of taking a long weekend off or not.  I know there are reasons why I should and also reason why I don't want to work, but unfortunately the reason to work are more out of necessity and to stay home out of pure laziness.  So here I sit wondering what to do what to do.  It is times like this that I really wish it didn't matter as much but that is not always the case.  Sometimes I just want to relax and not worry about working at all but maybe that is something that has just crept into my life cause I use to love going to work but lately not even close.  Like for example I use to say that if I had won the lottery I would still go to work but now boy has that attitude changes since then. 

          So the day is going by and I still haven't made up my mind yet.  I hate weighing out the pros and cons on things like this cause I always seem to lose out,  but that is not saying I always do the right thing or the best thing.  Cause when it comes down to it sometimes you just need to take a break even when it is not the best time to do it.  Well this weekend is just another one of those I am too tired to work but I need to do it.  So back and forth I go and wondering why this is so hard to do, just need to make up my mind and stick to it.  My boss even suggested for him to put me as coming in and if I change my mind just reap out the job, but even that comes with some hassles of the checking in or squaring off problem.  What to do What to do. 

            Well it is nearing the end of the shift and I have finally resided in coming in tomorrow and maybe even Sat. too to get the next week off to a good start.  Cause of all things concerned need wins  out desire all the time so I will be here the next couple of days to insure there will still be a constant flow of money coming into my acct. for bills, food and of course the fun fun fun shopping trips with my lovely daughter.  Well I guess I will cut this one short as I have been told I tend to write novels instead of essays which are actually too long also.  So until we do this again that is all folks.